I feel I don't have enough time to play through games nowadays as an adult.
The clock is ticking, all the time. It's not true that I don't have time, I have as enough time as anyone else. There's 24h to a day. I just choose to use a part of those hours on other stuff like working out. A. Fucking lot. Too much actually most probably. I'm not bragging, I'm just venting.
I think games are too long nowadays
I have this deep,DEEP, obsession about finishing a game.
I don't give a shit about trophies in general except for the few times I feel they add to my enjoyment and experience of a particular game.
Trophies and achievements...I'll save my criticism for those for another day.
Another day, another struggle.
We all have finite time to exist here on earth(I am no believer, I'm an atheist) and my anxiety is rooted partly in that every day I make decisions.
"Are these decisions the best for producing optimal life-quality?" .
The answer is often no..
I feel this blog-post would become another non-finished thing if I continue this quasi-philosophical rant about life and time and what we should do with it. Feels a bit too dark for me right now. Let's just leave it at that for the moment that I'm deeply troubled by how I'm not feeling I am doing enough important things in my life that has a lasting impact on my/others lifes.
GAMES! Let's talk about them!
I've played games since my childhood, I'll save the details for my biographical novel for another day, nevertheless, I LOVE games.
I actually love playing good games, just looking at them or the boxes does very little for me(although I love physical copies due to the collector inside of me). I'm not really sure what to focus on here but whatever, I'm not writing for The NY Times or Forbes so who gives a rats diarrhea-dump about focus?
I purchased a used Playstation Vita with a 16GB mem card some months ago. I won the auction just under 1700kr(max bid from me), 1689kr or something. With shipping it was like 1740kr or something in that vein(who cares), the guy was a bit slow to send it but I got it on Friday and that was good.
No games with it but I knew I had tons of em free from being a PS+-member on PSN so I have installed a ton of em there. I also bought Disgaea 4 for the Vita in physical. I will try to get most games in physical if I can cause I love just collecting those plastic boxes(I also have the Disgaea Triple Colleciton for PS3, in plastic wrap still, which also contains this game amongst Disgaea 2 and 3).
--[[on a side note, I bought a bunch of stuff from U.K. Amazon and one of the things were a hardcover case for the vita(non-official), I used the game-slots in hat once for Disgaea 4 and guess what? It fucking flipped out and disappeared. I annoyingly bought this game again... desperately wanting to have dumb plastic in my collection ..--]]
I miss the days of game-boxes actually containing a thick manual and other things(PC-games rocked back in the day, just huge boxes for some reasons, filled with crap). Now it's just the game and if your lucky, the controls are printed on a sheet of paper or inside of the box.
I should really like, start writing these posts/articles with some kind of disposition on the contents of the article I'm writing so it has some sort of arranged structure..l
Anyhow, this post was written over the course of months(because ofc I put off finishing this).
The clock is ticking, all the time. It's not true that I don't have time, I have as enough time as anyone else. There's 24h to a day. I just choose to use a part of those hours on other stuff like working out. A. Fucking lot. Too much actually most probably. I'm not bragging, I'm just venting.
I think games are too long nowadays
I don't give a shit about trophies in general except for the few times I feel they add to my enjoyment and experience of a particular game.
Trophies and achievements...I'll save my criticism for those for another day.
Another day, another struggle.
We all have finite time to exist here on earth(I am no believer, I'm an atheist) and my anxiety is rooted partly in that every day I make decisions.
"Are these decisions the best for producing optimal life-quality?" .
The answer is often no..
I feel this blog-post would become another non-finished thing if I continue this quasi-philosophical rant about life and time and what we should do with it. Feels a bit too dark for me right now. Let's just leave it at that for the moment that I'm deeply troubled by how I'm not feeling I am doing enough important things in my life that has a lasting impact on my/others lifes.
GAMES! Let's talk about them!
I've played games since my childhood, I'll save the details for my biographical novel for another day, nevertheless, I LOVE games.
I actually love playing good games, just looking at them or the boxes does very little for me(although I love physical copies due to the collector inside of me). I'm not really sure what to focus on here but whatever, I'm not writing for The NY Times or Forbes so who gives a rats diarrhea-dump about focus?
I purchased a used Playstation Vita with a 16GB mem card some months ago. I won the auction just under 1700kr(max bid from me), 1689kr or something. With shipping it was like 1740kr or something in that vein(who cares), the guy was a bit slow to send it but I got it on Friday and that was good.
No games with it but I knew I had tons of em free from being a PS+-member on PSN so I have installed a ton of em there. I also bought Disgaea 4 for the Vita in physical. I will try to get most games in physical if I can cause I love just collecting those plastic boxes(I also have the Disgaea Triple Colleciton for PS3, in plastic wrap still, which also contains this game amongst Disgaea 2 and 3).
--[[on a side note, I bought a bunch of stuff from U.K. Amazon and one of the things were a hardcover case for the vita(non-official), I used the game-slots in hat once for Disgaea 4 and guess what? It fucking flipped out and disappeared. I annoyingly bought this game again... desperately wanting to have dumb plastic in my collection ..--]]
I miss the days of game-boxes actually containing a thick manual and other things(PC-games rocked back in the day, just huge boxes for some reasons, filled with crap). Now it's just the game and if your lucky, the controls are printed on a sheet of paper or inside of the box.
I should really like, start writing these posts/articles with some kind of disposition on the contents of the article I'm writing so it has some sort of arranged structure..l
Anyhow, this post was written over the course of months(because ofc I put off finishing this).
I'll continue tomorrow. Tomorrow is always a good day to start doing things or finish them.
Jeez. I really should've just written all of this posts contents when I started writing it. Can't think of a thing more to write right now. Shucks. Darn.
The title of this post says it's part 1, hinting at that it's supposed to be a series of articles...but naaah. I sincerely doubt it and so should you.
I'll write or continue to finish up some old stuff that's unpublished meanwhile. Or do something else that's proscrastinating..
Bai. I apologize for grammar and spelling errors, I'm actually not that perfectionist of any longer. I'm old and a bit cynical...also a tad apathetic to even care about such things...who reads my shit anyhow..
Rory
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