Obsessive gamer

I have douzens of unfinished blog-posts. I'm keeping this short(maybe twitter would be better for me,naah). I've ordered a tDSC-unit. What that is, you can google or duckduckgo.com it. I want to keep a log of the things I plan to do with it(mainly trying to get rid of depression and some other things. I've barely managed to sleep 1 hour this night due "reasons". Too tired and anxious to write more. I'll just post this imperfect post as-is. Laters

I feel I don't have enough time to play through games nowadays as an adult.  The clock is ticking, all the time. It's not true that I don't have time, I have as enough time as anyone else. There's 24h to a day. I just choose to use a part of those hours on other stuff like working out. A. Fucking lot. Too much actually most probably. I'm not bragging, I'm just venting. I think games are too long nowadays I have this deep,DEEP, obsession about finishing a game.  I don't give a shit about trophies in general except for the few times I feel they add to my enjoyment and experience of a particular game.  Trophies and achievements...I'll save my criticism for those for another day. Another day, another struggle. We all have finite time to exist here on earth(I am no believer, I'm an atheist) and my anxiety is rooted partly in that every day I make decisions. "Are these decisions the best for producing optimal life-quality?" . The a...